Tuesday, July 28, 2009

ben - by MJ

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)

Ben, you're always running here and there
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's one thing you should know
You've got a place to go
(you've got a place to go)

I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(a friend) Like Ben
(like Ben) Like Ben

n.n : ni lgu favorit gw juga..keren..it's just like a friend name BEN

ketika saya ngakak baca tulisan saya sendiri

hahaha
beneran kalo ini gw ngakak di warnet gara-gara baca tulisan jadul dulu..

yang tentang cinta terutama
yaALLAH kaya orang bodoh gw..
tulis yang bukan sewajarnya anak sma kaya gw nulis
hihi

buat yang baca postingan gw tentang L.A.F.D sungguh itu bukan gw..
ato yang lebih tepat it's just the past beb !!!!!!
yang sekarang? i must be stroong tauk !
hihi .


n.n : gw ada bakat nulis gak jelas juga ya ternyata !
haha



man in the mirror By MJ








I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My LifeRata Tengah
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

Monday, July 27, 2009

my spider farewell party


rabu , 22 juli 2009


humm.. how’s life ?
still with me ..nindul..with my story.. just guess what will I tell u about now?
Apyah ni , kuota speedy gw masi tanggal segini udah abis.. (errghh..lhah kok malah ngeden..)haha .

Oke I’ll tell u about my farewell party with spider family. I’ve told u bout this one ..
Kemarin tepatnya tanggal 22 juli 2009 , gw ada acara sama anak-anak ks tepatnya perpisahan ..( I hate this word ). Haha tapi ya begitulah kenyataannya ..
Tepatnya farewell kita di sekatul a.k.a kampong djowo di Kendal gitu…
Sepanjang acara sih fun . seru .asiik berat dah.. gak bias tanpa mereka ni.. emang mreka yang paling ngerti kita-kita..
Cerita-cerita sharing ngerjain orang (baca:uli). Trus nggak lupa juga kita narsis…

Just tell u the fact in my farewell party ;
1.sepanjang acara kayaknya sasaran empuk itu uli buat dikerjain 2.gara-gara simbahnya ornos sakit ..meriang.. ato kata orang belum minum obat waras.. agak sepi deh..biasanya kan raja ngece gtu… 3.sesi sharing..pesan dan kesan ..hummm..kurang nyentuh kalo menurutku.. 4.oya , just for your info : tentang award .. ini award ato menjerumuskan seseorang ya,,, contoh : terbibir sexy : sugab terharu : otum terhomo : adri . haha .(but it’s a nice for me ..ya penting ngakak lahh…) 5.yang dating kemarin lumayan banyak 6.kayaknya ni farewell party malah jadi ajang kontak jodoh.. terbukti dengan adanya pasangan –pasangan homo yang muncul… 7.waktu pulang dari sekatul terjadi little accident .. tapi it’s not very dangerous.. ban mobil moki pecah..haha . otomatis balik lagi deh kita-kita kasian jug amok.. lagi-lagi yang disalahin uli ..haha . she’s the woman of the match deh ! 8.pasangan sensational lah yang paling banyak menang award ; yak siapa lagi kalo bukan adri-arsa . hihi . aku seneng banget waktu adribilang kau benci ks 149 ..padahal dia terharu.. haha. 9.tumben waktu ini nasi gak abis dimakan anak-anak . tapi ikannyaaa… hwahh.. payah ..gw nitil sana-sini . 10.oke waktu tuker kado ..hadiah paling keren itu dari kaka buat uli ..(wantto know ) iyak KANCUT cewek ..haha . bayangin aja tuh.. tapi itu malah jadi bulanbulanan anak-anak loh..malah ditandatangani..
sial deh gw punya keluarga kaya gini..ancur.. tapi kompak… so they’re the best .. the best.. and always be the best in my life… love u spider ...

I’ll kiss u soon ! :]

n.n : hari ini capek juga..1st time otum maen ke rumah .. haha . kalo pada kasi kado ikutin aja kaka . dijamin it’s unforgetable .

Shopping tragedy

Sunday , july 26th 2009


Hell-o all…
Have u woke up from your day-dreaming ? . sorri , akhir2 ini gw kurang update buat ngisi blog gw , yaa u know lah the important person always do something . meskipun somethingnya itu juga gak penting . hihi ;]

So , tadi malem kebetulan gw nemenin bokap n nyokap gw belanja bulanan gitu lahh ..(most family do this , I think ). First , kita ke Carrefour dulu soalnya mau beli guling dulu buat ke kos-kosan gw di jogja gut.. yah.. guling disana murah ciing ..hihi . bat ..bet.. bat.. bet.. walhasil gw ma nyokap yang beli guling , bokap mencar sendiri cari parfum n sampo mobil (fact : my dad love his car n motorcycle better than his family ,haha kiiding ) . oke , kita bayar deh itu guling ..udah kita langsung lanjut ke ADA swalayan gitu .

Time is running and we still find out what we want for 1 month gitu . oke , naluri nyokap itu pasti gak beda-beda banget kan .(u know , huh?) . di ADA lagi ada promo dari RINSO (one of the most popular detergent , I think ) bunyinya gini : “setiap pembelian rinso seharga ,12 .196 anda berhak mendapatkan kesempatan untuk mendapatkan hadiah:bla-bla-bla” . para SPG ny yang cowok pun gencar banget mamerin tuh dagangan . lanjut , I know my mom favourite’s YES !! a gift or discount it’s a must !hihi , beli tuh nyokap 1 aja sihh..

Lanjut kita pada bayar di kasir .. terus mbak kasir bilang “bu, ini dituker di stannya rinso di depan kassa--sorry I forget—“ .oke udah selese . gaktau ada angina apaan , gw yang disuruh nuker tu hadiah . buset, tumben banget nih nyokap gak semangat nuker ni hadiah .gw males-malesan benernya nuker hadiah .. tapi di dalam hati ada yang bilang “ wah..kayaknya bakal dapet hadiah yang bagus ni..” . akhirnya ngantri juga gw , bejibun juga sih yang nuker ..buset ada chineese juga nuker 5 tapi Cuma dapet gelas ato piring gtu..akhirnya setelah menunggu berglasak-glusuk bermain dan belajar di udara (haha..lebay mode :on)it’s my turn ..!! nunjukin struk ke mas-masnya itu ,tapi dari awal aku udah sadar tu mas-mas ngincer fotoku deh…dari tadi waktu ngantri dia bawa kamera kemana-mana .

ikan hiu ikan cucut ..ENAK! mas itu bilang ni mbak ambil undian ..betttt!!!!! akuambil trus dibuka masnya..
Mas-mas SPG ; “wahh..mba selamat ..dapet laci kain 2 tingkat “
Gw : &*($&$(% .heh ?! (stengah sadar).. oh iya mas…makasii
Haha.. how lucky am i…dapet tu laci . n lalu masnya bilang..
MSPG : mba minta fotonya di depan stand sambil hadiahnya diangkat yaa..
Gw : (stengah kaget ) eh ,,?
Bayangin wajah gw dong .. itu di depan kassa yang masi rame orang bayar,.gw disuru foto poese kaya gitu..haha . nyokap dari jauh ktawa ngakak ..haduh.. gile aje cing..yasudlah , gw langsung foto aja sesuai harapan mas tadi..haha .abis itu gw langsung lari kebirit tauk…malu gw…

Su’udzon gw mulai muncul waktu balik lagi di mobil :
*jangan-jangan ni foto mau buat nyantet gw lagi..(stupid mind )
*haduhh..gimana kalo bulan depan ada bulletin rinso gitu trus wajah gw yang dipajang ..wah..temen2 gw liat.. apa kata dunia !!!!
Oh no.. it’s not worthy babe..
Kalo inget2 ni kejadian .. gw pengen ngakak terus ni…

n.n : lain kali kalo mau belanja berhati-hatilah terhadap SPG ..siapa tau anda incarannya..hihi .

Friday, July 10, 2009

EMOTION -destiny child

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It's over and done

But the heartache lives on inside

And who's the one you're clinging to

Instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?

Tears on my pillow wherever you go

I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean

You'll never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion taking me over

Caught up in sorrow

Lost in the song

But if you don't come back

Come home to me, darling

Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?

Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight

Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,

I'm part of all the things you are

But you've got a part of someone else

You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that I need you?

Tears on my pillow wherever you go

I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean

You'll never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion taking me over

Caught up in sorrow

Lost in the song

But if you don't come back

Come home to me, darling

Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?

Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight

Goodnight, goodnight

And where are you now, now that I need you?

Tears on my pillow wherever you go

I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean

You'll never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion taking me over

Caught up in sorrow

Lost in the song

But if you don't come back

Come home to me, darling

Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?

Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight

Goodnight, goodnight



Award for this month and month and month

Hihi .
Just like in previous awards.. I just wanna give this award for the person who I think its good-looking in this award. (only my friends)

1. best female of this times : pramita nurul h a.k.a mita I give her this award because I never seen a friend like her . who crazy and always show her bad face .
2. best male of this times : dea reffa HW a.k.a jonni Im very excited with him …he’s smart , tall , and big-nose . kita selalu ejek2an lo…

3. best heart broken-er : ario jiwo anindito a.k.a karjok u know what … u know what….u know what I mean guys…
4. controversial mate : rendha novenda – Brenda until this time , my friends always blame me that I’ve a relationship with him . but, it’s not true ! we’re just a friend and not more ..

5. best chairmate : indah marlina a.k.a nengg haha . my chairmate in disconnect (XII.IS.2). gorgeus ! ! she’s smart but sometimes she’s lazy .. LOL!

6. best motor-riding mate : renanda prima a.k.a silly he always bring me whenever I want to go.. but we always together when we go to GO … I know that I’m heavier for his motorcycle.. but no matter what he never angry..(hihi )

maybe.. it’s enough for you… stay with me and I’ll write bout this award.. maybe ur name will be shown in here … see ya !

it’s not a big secret again


n.n : maaf gambar saya samarkan.. tapi anda pasti tau siapa ini...

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have I told u bout my broken heart story ?

haha . different from the last … call him “z”

now , I built the new one .. just call him “k”


(I think it’s not now .. but YESTERDAY..because it’s over NOW !)


“ love is ended before its begun…”


Image : copy of foto 908

Yes, it show how broken i am now…

Disappointed ? yes.

Sad ? of course .

Angry ? a little .


I’ll try my best to take his heart . but , it’s very hard , darl …

Am I stupid ? ( I think no !)


I have said that “three words “ to him..

The response ?

Just make my heart broken again …haha .

Now , I heard that he has a new one . but , I try to don’t care bout him again .

Just for your info

He’s the hardest boy that I’ve ever seen

(It’s the fact !!! my friends also said that )

Leaving high-school go to college ????


Sumber : Photo by Sasha Freemind on Unsplash



Humm..bout his one.. I’m not really excited now… Why ? Just “three lil words” “I’M NOT READY” See.. I’m not ready for that.. Leaving high school and the hardest one leaving semarang and of course my family… Oh LORD, give me some power to make my perception of jogja become good . Sometimes , before sleep I think about this.. How can I survive in that city ? without family and bestfriends .. Ok , I know that in college I’ll meet the newest one. But , sometimes it’s hard to adapt with the situation ,,,
I’ll try my best .
Yes , I just can say that … because u know I’m afraid.. I can’t imagine …CAN’T ! Give me some spirit to walk around this …
n.n : I still miss all of semarang and it’s content …

Thursday, July 9, 2009

mengulang kembali masa putih abu-abu(part 1)

Just tell you what I’ve done with all my friends on senior high school ..

Here we go !


--indah : terlalu banyak hal yang ninda lalui sama dia , tapi yang paling berkesan waktu kita ngekek2 ketemu truk sampah 6 x sepanjang perjalanan . trus , indah berharap ada opungnya diistu , lalu tiba2 muncul dari balik kaca jendela mobil pengemis yang udah kakek2.. hahaha .



--kaka : sama dengan indah , banyak hal yang ku lalui sama dia . and yang berekesan , waktu kita bareng 2 cari kos2an bareng .. sumpah semuanya ngakak gara-gara ada yang punya kos tapi (maaf) dia budeg..


--silly : my chairmate selama kelas 3.. kalo sama ini pasti berkesannya berkaitan dengan bu welas .. waktu itu pelajaran bu welas , kan kita ngobrol eh .. waktu itu si silly mau pegang pipi ku apa yaa..(dikit lupa), salnya kita ngomongin ttg face seseorang…abis itu aku ngingetin jangan gitu sil ntar ndak kena mangasa bu welas.. tapi silly ngeyel . walhasil , mata bu welas langsung menuju kea rah kita berdua “ayo renaldo…jangan pacaran wae”mwahahahaha. Sekela langsung ngekek. As u know , sejak saat itu nama renanda diganti menjadi renaldo oleh bu welas .

--entong : si kecil dari chocolate , paling berkesan waktu kita ngerjain RT maen ABC an … hahhaha . sumpah semua nama yang salah tetep aja di sebutin .


--rendha : hahaha . teman paling bwaek ini.. hmm.. kalo sama dia sih mesti berkesan waktu di PH ..( our favourite place ) entah aku yang salh ato dia yang salah . tapi yang paling berkesan waktu puasa tahun lalu apa ya ?(lupa). Waktu itu , akrena pasca putus dan terlambat kalo mau berangkat les .. akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk bolos les dan jalan2 (anak jaman sekarang…) trus kita lewat jalan pahlawan , disana ada mbak2 fruit tea apa ya.. waktu kita lewat si mbak2 bilang gini “ mas..mas..ayo beli tehnya mas , buat pacarnya tu kasian haus “ denger itu pertama waktu deket mabknya kita diem2 tapi bi situ , ngakak !! gila pa orang lagi puasa pasti haus lah.. dan wajah mbaknya waktu promosi gile….hahahahha .


---babe ntis : apa yaaa.. unforgettable moment sama dia pokoknya waktu kita ngerjain rintis sama bu handayani.. dia kan anak kesayangan bgt…kalo ada apa2 yang salah pasti yang disalahin babe !. haha, trus ibuknya ngomel2.. wkwkwk.


--yuyun : nha.. waktu sama ini juga bikin ngekek waktu mau berangkat ke maron.. haduh.. kasian bgt ni orang .. kejedot papan reklame gara2 teriak2 heboh panggil nama ku…hahaha. Para geng reggae pasti inget ini !


---chuzy : wah…sama dia juga seru algi.. apalagi bukan di semarang tapi di owabong purwokerto ….waktu itu kita bener2 kaya orang ilang Cuma 2 orang doing pergi mengitari owabong .. trus kaki ku kena kram dulu..trus chusy ngkek2 ngetawain aku..gak lama kemudian gentian dia yang kena kram.. hahhaha. Padal itus ikon kita jauh dari kolam anak2 disconect lain… walhasil di smaping kolam kita njerit sakit sambil ngekek .


--petto : kalo ini sih sedikit mistis menggelikan , waktu lagi ada PIM di sekolah . aku,arsa,silly,petto kita jadis etan2an di sekolah wat nakut2in adeknya… tapi dasarnya kita orang 4 kaya gini semuanya penakut . ada apa sedikti langsung pada teriak2…tapi seru banget bukkkk….suara tangisan manohara dan sura seretan kaki peto haha.


--phily : haha . anak satu ini emang . unforgettable moment waktu dia mau megang hidungku dan ternyata tangannya bau bacin! Haha . mpe sekarang masih saja aku menyebut dirinya si ratu bacin !haha .


n.n : i miss my school year ...