these days i was reminded by some events that make me feel so gratitude for what i have in life. well, i don't have to bring my child while i should earn for money (read: working), and i shouldn't give money to lender to create my happiness. but these days also i'm asking myself, what should i define my happiness in this world? do i have value my happiness with money, if yes, then i should search for more money, but hey do i have to always delicated by money? i'm not happy because im going fat-er, more slimy fat inside my body make me feel like im a big nutrijell. also when i realise i don't have enough money to spend weekend, i'm really not happy.